the3rd day...i lost yyou

the third day..
today is Valentine's day..
today wake up early.. prepare things..
and plan a "special project" on tonight..
already prepare... nice shirt to change after work..
already prepare a rose for you..
already plan the place to bring you to go..

yet.. i know you won't give me chance...
you just treat me as "best friend"
ok la.. i know.. but... i know a good place for her to hang out...
so that today.. i plan to bring her go..
maybe this is the last time.. i bring her go out already..
(*of course.. in deep deep heart.. don't wish this is the last time..)

anyway..
today reach your house...
and tried to call you.. to wake you up..
hm.. i get waiting in the on hold mode..
hm..... so i just let you finish your call only open the door for me..

go inside..
of course.. very hope to go in to the room..
next time.. got no chance to come here again already..
i try to take picture...
take take take.. to save all the memories in the picture..
the chairs... the table.. the fans..
the bed.. the cupboard....
i'm very missed that place..

and most important.. i plan to every morning.. to take a couple picture with you..
so that at this ending road..i still have some nice memories..
don't know next time.. when still got chance to take picture with you..

then i ask you to go out at the night..
and you rejected..
hm...
nvm...

back to working place..
today many things to do...
keep on rush rush..
yet very very very lazy and no mood to do things..
keep on seeing msn... looking for someone..
but don't dare to send msg..

then... later on.. have to go meet customer...
talk talk talk..
omg.. i'm LATE...
really scare..
keep on rushing my friend.. to drive... >.<
finally.. also able to reach..
and fetch her to go..
perodua center... for buying new car..
so that next time.. no need i fetch already..

after that.. she bring me.. to dinner.. with one more friend..
indicating.. me is just her best friend..

the rose send to her.. but she also no take back home...
the nice shirt.. prepare on the boot.. but never wear...
the plan to bring her to walk.. didn't success...

after all..
back to home... also have to work.. and rush project..
wish to call her.. because didn't see her online..
but i know... she doesn't expecting my call..
wish to call her... and wish her good night...
but.. i think that wish.. will make her.. feel annoying also..

nvm la..
tomolo bring her to put order already..
after 2-3 week.. we will never see already..

everytime.. see her.. also got a feel.. and rush.. to hug her..
see her's hand.. really wish to grab her hand....

but all...all... all....
already.. can't...

good night to you...