walking in the rain..

recently,
the weather really cold..
always raining..
very stress..
very sad...

now is my lunch time lo..
go working.. wait for lunch time..
after lunch time.. wait for 6.00pm..

but.. everytime.. until 6.00.. i still didn't go back..
still stay in the office.. until a little bit late..
because go home also don't know do what..

then stay at office do coding..
but.. recently.. really can't do coding..
the problem.. can't solve.. until today..
the boss request.. need to done it on monday..
today is wednesday lo..

still keep on doing..
haiz..
until a bit lost.. where am i..
feel like don't wan code...
feel like.. wan to write blog..
take this lunch time.. to writing blog...

but.. duno how..
inside heart.. got many many things to write out..
but until here.. duno how to write it out..

anyhow..
recently.. really cold...
in the mid night.. cover how many blanket also no use..
at the office wear two cloth also can't tahan..
sometime.. very cold until no feeling already..
already sot sot..

raining..
the sky like to rain these few days..
don't know is the sky purposely one or just raining..
go to office raining.. back from office raining.. in the office also raining..
already very cold..
the sky want "cold above add cold"..

but on the other side..
i found out that..even is very cold..
when raining, i don't like to use umbrella..
i like the feeling walking in the rain..

the rain drop on the floor..on my head.. no my body..
i feel very calm..
body get wet a bit.. never mind la..

walking in the rain..
one of my friend.. get sick.. after walking in the rain..
but surprisingly, i didn't get sick..

sometime.. when going back home after finish working..
the problem still haven't solve..
i felt very tired, headache, and.. feel like a bit like.. sick..
the road... is very far.. very long..to reach home
need to change buses..
still keep on walking..

feel like wan to sick..
but i didn't sick.. didn't have fever..
sometime.. hope to have fever..
at least.. run away from the real world.. and rest rest..
and.. MC.. is paid leave.. haha.. so nice.. no need work.. also got money..

anyhow.. i'm still no sick.. no fever..
now the weather.. are cloudy..
looks like after this.. is going to have heavy rain..
if got chance...
i will still walking in the rain..