da da

Firstly.. i no force you to read this..
i just write what i felt and think..

don't wan say much..
just feel like.. wanted to say and mark down these few phrases..

“Dating are strictly not for three person, please don't do this unless you want to ruin the relationship...”

“Walking alone on street at cold, dark and silent night are not scare,
but knowing that I'll be alone after the sunrise.. that make me very scare..”

“No matter what happen, I'll always wish you good in future...”

Thanks you very much.. I'm really appreciate the time we spend together..
I promised to take care you for your whole life..
and do many many things..

I'm sorry... i can't make it..

hope someone more more good than me can make it...

slowly by slowly.. I'll disappear in your eyes sights....
when i not around.. i hope you will take care .. etc...
bye..

from,
da da
(this is the last time i use this name.. there is no more da da...)

Michael Buble - Lost

I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the right man was on the wall
If I don't land
Days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognized the girl you are today
And god I hope it's not too late
It's not too late
'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear to fall
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Things have seem to changed
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When the worlds crashing down
And you can not bear to crawl
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost

You leaved me during the time when i need you the most..

Last time..
when the son fall sick..
the mother will rush to buy medicine, food, 100 plus
and find the son.. and take care of him..
stay beside him.. take a wet cloth to put at the forehead for cooling the heat..
the mother do what ever she can to make the son feel better and recover...

so sad..
the mother fall sick..
when people falling sick.. that people will feel needy..
hope to be accompany by the most important person..

finally end up with the son left the house and leave the mother..
going out to having dinner with friend..
and saying that the mother is the lamp that block the son's activity..

the mother have to go back home alone..
then walk to the shop to buy the medicine, bread...
while still very sick.. headache, leg pain..fever.. hot..

in the dark dark room.. very hot head and body..
the mother sleep after eat the medicine..

wake up in the mid night..
the body and head still feel hot...
the medicine.. seems like no use..

then change and eat other medicine..
on the morning.. wake up de.. feel better..
looks like.. no fever already..

then go to the office alone.. the weather was very hot..
reach there early a bit..
but the boss are busy meeting with other people..
the mother have to wait..

after meeting..
it was quite late..
the mother plan to go sg.wang..
go to take bus.. but wait for long time.. don't have bus..

finally the bus come.. on the way, the bus pass by the home
the mother dun wan go down.. cause wan to go sg.wang
reach mid valley.. the mother go down.. because the mother know there is a bus from mid valley to sg.wang
wait at the bus stop.. the weather very hot..
the sun... very strong..
the mother's head start to headache.. start to not feeling well..
then the bus come..

go up the bus..
the situation getting worse..
stuck in the traffic jam in Tun Sambatan..
headache.. fever... very hot...
reach kl sentral.. the mother canot tahan already.. and see the time.. the event already started..
if reach sg.wang.. the event maybe finish already...
yet.. don't know the son wan to see this lamp or not..

the mother go down from bus.. and go take other bus to go home..
reach home.. the mother already cannot tahan..
the mother fall sick again.... headache..
take a nap.. after wake up still sick..

when the mother will recover...?