something that you don't know...

i did this before we chat...

i change my friendster foto today.. and post up all the foto that i like.. and related to my feeling..

but i didn't change the status...

why?

because i hope to show out my feeling...

i delete all my foto.. means without you.. i have nothing...

every photo don't have caption.. because.. i found out that each word that i said you also dun like..

but there are two photo that have numbers.. which is 1 and 2... this indicate..

the no 1.. everything.. is very nice.. like the butterflies .. the impossible to become possible.. the 2d paper.. can make it to become the 3d butterflies flying.. like we both on the beginning..

the no 2... there is the spider that harming that butterflies.. what i can do?

where is no 3? i dunno... but i'm waiting...

at the same time.. i'm hope to get the new photo of us to upload to there.. but i still didn't get it..

to hope have a -refresh

and update the friendster...

ya.. if have time.. can send me the photo that i don't have to me?

i changed my blog layout..

didn't chat and see you.. my mood totally down.. black colour suit me...

hope one day .. the layout.. can change back to become... nice...

that day i search thru whole shopping complex just to find you.. and hope to be with you when you are down.. after skating a while.. my leg a bit pain.. but still walk very fast.. search every floor.. every shop to find you... after found you.. i think i can acc you and calm you down.. but you scold me with.. "go back down there.. i dun wan to see you".. my feeling really no good.. when seeing both of you walking away from me to the car park.. then i didn't join them back.. i find somewhere hide my self..

that day you scold me.. that i'm like a 3 years old kids..dunno independence..

if not mistaken.. i never give ppl scold like that before..

nvm..

but.. why i wan to act like this?

am i really dunno independence?

i act like this because.. i know someone.. dun like and scare of new place, strange enviroment, stranger..

her cute reaction when run out from the toilet.. and said to me.. the toilet dun have anybody.. looks very scary..

that why i wan to acc her in new job so that she won't feel alone...

ok la.. haih...

you already think that this new shoe is not fit you.. and wan to throw it away...

but i can tell you that the shoe size didn't change.. since from you test it and buy it.. and bring back...

you should know what is actually has changed...

before you throw.. i just hope you will hear my advice...

i don't wan repeat and say again de...

wish you all the best..

if can.. keep in touch...

and thank you to bring me to Heaven..

i'm really happy..to be with you.. . sometime.. you are really cute.. and i loved it.. :)

the last time you cute to me.. is during that time.. you run out from the toilet.. feel like wan to hug you to protect you from anything...

if wan to talk.. still got manything can talk.. but...

okok..

bb..

see you..

hope you anything also don't think first..

concerntrate on your study..

good luck...

gambateh..

frm