The mother and son story...

once upon a time..there are a poor family living in the small town
the family only consists of the mother, the son..
the father already run away from the family...
therefore the mother need to work to get money and rise the son..

the mother.. works very hard to get money and use all the money to pay for the school fee for the son..

in the point of view of the mother..
the mother hope the son will study.. and grow up to become a successfull man in future..so that they will have a bright future...
the mother always ask the son to focus on study...

but in the point of view of the son..
the son always see his mother working hard.. from morning until night..for the little money...
and use all the money to pay for the school fee...
the son feel very sad.. the son feel like wan to help the mother.. to share the burden..
he dun like to see his mother working so hard..
so everytime.. when need to go to school.. he skip the class.. and go to work part time...
to hope to get the money.. and help to release the mother's burden..

one day.. the mother find out.. that the son always skip the class.. then the mother scold.. the son.. they argue... they feel unhappy..... they feel sad...

since that day.. the mother always force the son to study... always ask the son to study.. study.. study...and dun let the son to go to work part time..

the son don't understand why his mother.. so angry.. and dun let him to help her..
the son.. think of run away from the family..by this way.. the son think that..he is her mother burden also.. if dun have him in the family.. then her mother no need work so hard.. and use all the money to pay for the school fee...

at this point.. there are 2 choice for the son to choose...
1)Run away from the family... and no study...
2)stay in the family and Study study study...

what will you choose??? 1 or 2?
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if the son choose 1- run away from the family.. and no study..
what do you think the story will become?
how do you think.. about the mother's feeling?
i think that, from this moment on ward.. the mother will be very sad...
the mother.. will .... maybe search thru everywhere.. for the son that run away from the family..
will this is more burden and sad for the mother?
.. i think you can imagine that... how the story will become.. after that..

if the son choose 2- stay in the family.. and study study study...
for this choice.. what do you think the story will become?
will this is a better choice?
the mother.. after that.. will still working hard.. for money to pay for the school fees..
and hope the son will study well...
but for the son... the son maybe will think that her mother is unreasonable...
why dun let him help her..
maybe some argue.. will happen...
but after the son grow up.. after the son finish study..
finally... the son will understand.. why her mother wan him to focus on study..
after study.. the son.. able to get a better job with better salary to support the family..
from that onward.. the family burden become less...
the son realize.. his mother's dream...
the son also felt very sorry.. because.. keep on argue with his mother last time...
he realize when argue.. this make more burden to the mother..
from here onward.. the son always working hard.. to get more money... and give the best and the most comfortable life to his mother...


~~~ Story Finish ~~~

.. maybe you think that this is rubbish...
hm.. anyway.. if you understand the hidden meaning.. you will realize the reason of the things that you did before.. or the things that other person did on you before...

if you didn't see the gold inside now.. maybe next time you see again.. then only you realize the gold is actually inside...

still got many gold inside...

just :)


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something that you don't know...

i did this before we chat...

i change my friendster foto today.. and post up all the foto that i like.. and related to my feeling..

but i didn't change the status...

why?

because i hope to show out my feeling...

i delete all my foto.. means without you.. i have nothing...

every photo don't have caption.. because.. i found out that each word that i said you also dun like..

but there are two photo that have numbers.. which is 1 and 2... this indicate..

the no 1.. everything.. is very nice.. like the butterflies .. the impossible to become possible.. the 2d paper.. can make it to become the 3d butterflies flying.. like we both on the beginning..

the no 2... there is the spider that harming that butterflies.. what i can do?

where is no 3? i dunno... but i'm waiting...

at the same time.. i'm hope to get the new photo of us to upload to there.. but i still didn't get it..

to hope have a -refresh

and update the friendster...

ya.. if have time.. can send me the photo that i don't have to me?

i changed my blog layout..

didn't chat and see you.. my mood totally down.. black colour suit me...

hope one day .. the layout.. can change back to become... nice...

that day i search thru whole shopping complex just to find you.. and hope to be with you when you are down.. after skating a while.. my leg a bit pain.. but still walk very fast.. search every floor.. every shop to find you... after found you.. i think i can acc you and calm you down.. but you scold me with.. "go back down there.. i dun wan to see you".. my feeling really no good.. when seeing both of you walking away from me to the car park.. then i didn't join them back.. i find somewhere hide my self..

that day you scold me.. that i'm like a 3 years old kids..dunno independence..

if not mistaken.. i never give ppl scold like that before..

nvm..

but.. why i wan to act like this?

am i really dunno independence?

i act like this because.. i know someone.. dun like and scare of new place, strange enviroment, stranger..

her cute reaction when run out from the toilet.. and said to me.. the toilet dun have anybody.. looks very scary..

that why i wan to acc her in new job so that she won't feel alone...

ok la.. haih...

you already think that this new shoe is not fit you.. and wan to throw it away...

but i can tell you that the shoe size didn't change.. since from you test it and buy it.. and bring back...

you should know what is actually has changed...

before you throw.. i just hope you will hear my advice...

i don't wan repeat and say again de...

wish you all the best..

if can.. keep in touch...

and thank you to bring me to Heaven..

i'm really happy..to be with you.. . sometime.. you are really cute.. and i loved it.. :)

the last time you cute to me.. is during that time.. you run out from the toilet.. feel like wan to hug you to protect you from anything...

if wan to talk.. still got manything can talk.. but...

okok..

bb..

see you..

hope you anything also don't think first..

concerntrate on your study..

good luck...

gambateh..

frm