林明达不死

My BIG name appear on China Press front page!


But it is not me >.<
In Thailand, there is a same person, who was exactly same name as me in mandarin. But he is multi-million dollar man, a top leader for dunno what. Is a Big Boss 大老.. then get ambush by dunno who, the car he driving was shot by more than hundreds of bullets. BUT he still never die!
LOL XD

Back to my story, hmm, currently was in really deep deep down side of the curve, the lowest point ever that I reach in my life. Sounds bad? ya.. it is actually more bad than that.. >.< but i never tell. The situation is a 'little' same as the news at some point. Somehow, I likes the title they puts :D

If you notice, you will find out that my recent post, all also have more wording than pictures, this maybe because of I didn't take any nice pics to post, or I'm lazy to edit those pics, or maybe affect by someone blog's that plays with words, or maybe affect by someone who said me seldom share with people about the current situation that i'm now.

Many unspeak words, that shot me like the bullets in the news.

A long long Wu Liao Chat @.@

o(^.^)0	good morning
ツ	morning lol u so fast hor i also click ur name liow
o(^.^)0	haha...
ツ	then see u typing
o(^.^)0	blek
ツ	i not yet finish type u already send lol
o(^.^)0	u typing slow thn me lo.. hehe.. u wakeup ad ma?
ツ	sure wake up la..
o(^.^)0	sure u tengah blur blur
ツ	no ah i know u is --> o(^@^)o
o(^.^)0	wei
ツ	u see... i got blur bllur ma
o(^.^)0	me wakeup early early ad lo.. u blur blur lo.
ツ	u wake up how early ah?
o(^.^)0	like tis can make sure u not yet wakeup stil in slping mode hehe
ツ	i wake up liow lu...
o(^.^)0	take ur breakfast ad?
ツ	no take oh
o(^.^)0	thn mean not yet wakeup lo
ツ	lol last time i got eat but now no eat le so means long time i not yet wakeup lo
o(^.^)0	dada...wakeup wakeup wakeup lo.... yaya... not eat breakfast mean not yet wake... haha
ツ	u no belanja me makan breakfast.. so i no wakeup lo
o(^.^)0	rupa rupa u slp so long liao stil not yet wakeup hor...
ツ	ya
o(^.^)0	ok..u come my office here..
ツ	now i sleep chatting only
o(^.^)0	i belanja u eat american breakfast now
ツ	sleeping cannot drive car lol american breakfast
o(^.^)0	u ad up lvl liao... slping driving
ツ	danger
o(^.^)0	slping chatting
ツ	cannot ya.. so when i wakeup all thg maybe will forget liow
o(^.^)0	dono wen u ll wakeup... mayb 1 day...mayb 2week, mayb 1 years...mayb 4ever
ツ	when you 'wat' me too much meal... that is the time for me to wake up
o(^.^)0	nvm... i ll record 4u... me alwis so nice 1
ツ	not count 1 lol not da da owe u liow
o(^.^)0	wait til u wakeup thn ll show u black n white report
ツ	is sleeping da da owe u not da da is diff person liow so is diff ler
o(^.^)0	slping dada n wakeup dada is same name da da
ツ	if u wan
o(^.^)0	face oso same body oso same
ツ	u have to find slping da da
o(^.^)0	hand n leg oso same
ツ	not wakeup da da but inside not same 1 is sleeping
o(^.^)0	so no differ btw wakeup dada n slping dada
ツ	1 is wakeup got diff
o(^.^)0	as long as got report tht name is belong to dada... so dada 4ever owe me meal ...
ツ	lol ur american breakfast so geng hor eat liow so pandai bo zui got many energy
o(^.^)0	hehe... i no eat american breakfast long time liao lo..
ツ	hor u also not yet wake up
o(^.^)0	i eating ai xin breakfast... hehe
ツ	lol ai xin breakfast
o(^.^)0	u oly not yet wake up ai xing breakfast
ツ	i no ai xing breakfast eat ma
o(^.^)0	yummy yummy.....so nice
ツ	not sedap 1
o(^.^)0	blek 2day me win dada le oh hehe
ツ	dada jia jia let you win de
o(^.^)0	wen dada not yet wakeup easy to bo zui....ll win 1.... cheh....
ツ	cheh is 'car'
o(^.^)0	blek
ツ	haha.. eh... why today you wear not pretty 1 i sleeping.. can dream see u wear like ah lian
o(^.^)0	blek u dreaming so bad 1.... haih...not a happy dream
ツ	is e true so i ask u lo why u wear not pretty today wear like ah lian
o(^.^)0	i like ah lian so much haha...
ツ	because superman is ah beng hhor?
o(^.^)0	haha....
ツ	i noe le ok haha know u today sure wear nice nice.. then purposly kacau you say you wear not nice lol
o(^.^)0	gou jiu 2day i wear slping cloth come to work... haha...
ツ	lol hor wear slping cloth come oh then after u eat ai xing breakfast u have to go change your baju lo
o(^.^)0	nonit 2day special cloth...is slping cloth haha....
ツ	lol ooh good
o(^.^)0	hey hey...u r wat horoscops?

*Then we talk about the horoscope things*

*At the same time, another friend msn me*

^.^	morning
ツ	morning... wei you faster go msn kacau o(^.^)0 because today is her last day working de in future maybe can't see her chat during working time already..
^.^	haha... so noty you..

*after some random chat*

ツ	what is your horoscope?
^.^	cancer
ツ	you try send to o(^.^)0 and see
^.^	oh..

*While i still continue chat with o(^.^)0*

o(^.^)0	wei.. noty dada
ツ	wat
o(^.^)0	u go ask ^.^ write me her horoscope ah?
ツ	haha...
o(^.^)0	suddenly she tel me cancer...scare me oh... kacau kacau
ツ	haha... @.@

*Then she so nice, translate my horoscope for me..*

*Wish her all the best in the new company*

*and alwis sweet with her's superman.. keke*

How Much I Can Handle?

Picture Source: here

Suddenly, I heard a shout,
Suddenly, I saw him falling down,
Quickly, I reach to there,
Quickly, I holding him.

I used my both hand to carry,
I used all my energy to carry,
To carry the very heavy of him,
To carry him for rescue.

In the minds only think how to safe him,
Already used full force to rescue,
In the minds don't have any more idea,
Already reach to my physical limits.

Couldn't move forward,
Couldn't think of any idea,
The road to cure still very far,
The road to the ends is near.

I keep holding on..
Till the last energy I left,
To keep you holding on..
Till the last energy you left.