won't return to the past

today in my thought .. i keep on talking to myself..
asking myself to won't return to the past..

hahaha...
i should move forward..
i'll take care my family more..
i'll earn more money..
i'll bring my family to travel..
i'll upgrade my house..

upgrade anythings..
and won't return to past..

and at this point..
i know my future life will be far more better...
today.. a happy day... =)

cheers~~

PostSecret

recently.. i really in to PostSecret.com
this website is great..
it really got many many different kind of secret...
some of them is very very sad...
some of them is humorous..

it is a website that publish the postcard that posted by anonymous..
it is an arts..
reading people's secret/postcard..
it really give me...a big...xxxx... dunno how to say..

i'll appreciate my life more..
i able to put down things.. more easilly..
i know many other's people's secret..
their trouble, situation.. is very worse..

i'm really very very very sad... but.. after see so many post card/secret... i feel better... i also learned somethings also...

i also got many secret...
keke..
Jay Chou also got a movie call secret...
you also got many secret...i knew...
muahaha....

~ ~ S E C R E T ~ ~

one needle thick..

today.. i already know many things...
things that people don't wan me to know..

yet...
maybe.. this make my mind now.. very clear..
after think back...
today really many things happen..
really many..

in career..
woah..... ANGRY betul..
with the stupid client...
really feel like.. wan to punch on his face..
change this change that..
after change.. then change again...
and everytime change.. also change big big..
big until same like the workload quite similar to create a whole new website..
and this is not the first time..or second time.. or the third time..
already don't know how many time..
"brother.. you think easy ah... change change.. change.."
althought most of the works.. is designer works..
but.. i'm one of the person in charge of this.. and pass the job/admendment to the designer..
yet i'm clear that... this stupid client.. really.. !!!
the workloads really heavy...
I'm really wan to punch his face....

";,,,,;"


still got many things happened.. in the office..
really many things..

everythings i see clearly..
dunno how to say..
just..
"let's see how far its go.."

wow.. haha... the chorus of my favourite song..
keke..

yeah... think think think..
today i saw one video.. from postsecret..
a very nice very nice video..


after all...
i think i'm very clear...
so that i change the blog title already..

suddenly.. i found out that my bag.. already become..less burden..
become..not heavy..
become lighten...

er.. but now i feel like.. wan to muntah muntah.. >.<
today at office.. eat quite a lot of Durian + Cheese cake..
because no ppl eat ... >.<
anyway.. the taste is good also..
but eat too much..
now the breath.. keep on coming out.. @@
from stommache to throat.. and mouth..


today.. not a happy day..
also is a happy day..
just one needle thick..